First Post

I decided to start this blog so I can express my emotions over trying to have a baby. I've been trying to five months and so far it's not working. Weren't we told when we were teenagers that we could get pregnant by looking at a guy?

I know I haven't been trying that long compared to some people but I have all of these fears that I can't get pregnant due to a variety of reasons. What if it never happens for me? Sure we could try to adopt but its not quite the same. My husband is always telling me to not worry about things I can't control. I feel like I should be able to control this though.

Hopefully this will turn into a blog about how the pregnancy is going and then how the baby is growing. But for now, it's a blog of hope and frustration.