4 Weeks

Dear Son,

You are four weeks old today. I must say this month has been much harder on your father and I than I anticipated. In fact, we were even at the point of never having another child. You were fussy and took up all of our time. We knew it would be hard but we had no idea. However, the past week you have gotten much better. You and I have learned more about each other and both of us have become more patient. You sleep a little more (with the exception of today and last night!) and you have started making cooing noises that are so very cute. You have started noticing more things around you and love to play in your mat and look at the toy fishes and aquarium. You hate your bath time but love to have your diaper changed. You still love to be swaddled and somehow manage to always get your socks off. You can lift your head a little better and your chin has now multiplied into two = ) Sometimes the only thing that will console you is by me holding you and I must admit, that makes me feel special. In truth, I need you as much as you need me.

Things have gotten so good that yes, we will try to give you a baby brother or sister in a few years. You have stolen my heart and I can't bear the thought of you ever growing up. This first month has flown by and I am trying to enjoy every moment of this time I get with you. Going back to work in 8 weeks will be so hard. I love you sweet cheeks!